*sigh* Oh how cruel time is to us. How long has it been? How long have you been away? The world tastes so bland, feels so empty. There is so much that has to be done and in doing so I refuse to relinquish my friendship with anyone. Though as the clock keeps tick-ticking, peek-a-booing it's hideous smile out from behind wicked black hands I find that we've all changed and that even if we may find some way to always love one another we'll not all be friends or, perhaps not even, acquaintances when it's all said and done. It's sickening and painful to think that the people you were so close to in school would abandon you in one way or another. But t'is reality. The question is: Who tore the puzzle apart? Did we all play a part in clawing our school-based world into a million tiny pieces? Or was it the heinous job of a few? Perhaps it doesn't even matter. Perhaps the puzzle is only partially undone and will soon gain pieces none of us imagined even fit into the final picture. PERHAPS when the image is finally finished we'll find ourselves back where we started, just simply a little better off.
Regardless of the outcome of our time tangled craft I know that I'd the the 'Je' to my 'ash' to be right there when we finally step back and proudly survey the end product of all of the years.
I Love You Very Much My Dear.
I Always Will. <3